Sunday, April 09, 2006

is it juz mie or is it the depressing season rite now??
i duno..
many ppl seem to be troubled and sadded and depressed...
i wanna help tem...
bud i tink i wun be much help to tem...
m i pissing ani1 off??
o wells i duno...
i miss twokay...
reali....
reali...
alot...
not looking 4ward to sch nowadaes...
evertime go to sch...
tests...
tests...
and more TESTS...
and...tere's no more twokay to look 4ward to...
no more crapping...
being noisy...
gettin lame...
im not saein 3k is not noisy...
it is...
bud onli in sum teachers lessons...
lyk mr tan...
or mr tham...
or mdm eio...
and...
3k is so hardworking...
u juz feel so slack and lyk loser if u dun copy notes in class or wad...
and...
i feel tat most of 3k ppl all tey can tok about is studies and more studies...
wad happened to the bonds that i strongly felt during bonding camp...
i duno...
tey seem to haf vanished...
or izzit juz in that time..
wen we needed the bonds...
ten we haf tem..
if we dun nid tem..
its gone?..
mi motivation 4 life is almost gone...
the ting that holds mie on is mi parents..
and sum frenz..
n i tink ive changed...
bud i wanna be the mie baq in twokay...
lame...
happy...
crappy...
relaxed...
y cant everting be as per noramal...
wadeva...

[to be or not to be...]

what we could have been, 9.4.06.